Before you ask, no, last night I did not even think about turning on the PS4 and allow Destiny to download the update. But I feel I am justified in not thinking about it after last night.
Not the time for other things to happen. I need to start climbing out the hole, not dig it even deeper.
What happened last night? My problem, I just did not need it at this time in which I am already in the dumps.
I'm feeling the way that I'm feeling myself
Fuck everyone else
Fuck everyone else
Those are words from the song "My Name is Human", by Highly Suspect. I have been listening pretty much all day in a loop. The deep base guitar matches my mood.
I'm up off my knees, girl
I'm face to face with myself
And I know who I am
(Hello, my name is human)
I'm face to face with myself
And I know who I am
(Hello, my name is human)
Do I know who I am? Sometimes I wonder myself. Hagi, who are you? Who really are you inside?
So figure it out or don't figure it out
I figured it out
The bigger the river (the bigger the river)
The bigger the drought (the bigger the drought)
I figured it out
The bigger the river (the bigger the river)
The bigger the drought (the bigger the drought)
Hello, my name is Human.
Hello, my name is Hagi.
Hello, my name is ... AH AH ... fooled you.
"I'm feeling the way that I'm feeling myself".
I think I am realizing that I should just be alone, after all. I do not mean it physically. I am not going on a mountain cave and be a hermit. If I could only have friends without feeling all the emotional ties. Hello, my name is Spoagi. It is a combination of Spock (the half vulcan) and Hagi.