I really need to stop feeling sorry for myself. It is a state of mind. As I said, I need to walk on the other side of the road and just go my way.
Let's see how long I last before I go back and retrace my steps, feeling depressed again ... blah blah ...
How does that saying go?

Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.

Fool me thrice ... what the f... What the Hell was I thinking!?!

Yeah, well ... I guess I was hoping for the best and I got shafted ... again.

Ok Hagi, ENOUGH!!! You hashed this over and over and the conclusion is always the same. Accept it and move on.

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Moving on.
"Thrice" is also the name of an American rock band. The first time I heard of them was on the radio when they played "Black Honey". Check it out. Nice music. The words are easy to interpret. Even if I do not agree with some of the concepts expressed in the song, I still like it. In fact, I am listening to it right now.

I really wanted to play Destiny the other day. Turned on PS4, started game, 40+ GB update ... of fucking course ...
If you do not know, my Internet connection is relatively limited and a 40 GB download is several hours in the making. Anyway, will have to start the download before going to bed and let it run next day while at work. And yes, I forgot to do it. Maybe I will remember tonight.