One night of very little sleep with thoughts churning and turning in my head.

Sometimes it is needed to sort among all the feelings, the projections and constructions that I make up in order to discard what is probably just a creation of my overthinking.

It is my way to finally accept an emotional situation that causes me harm. 

At the end, it is of no fault of the other side. I cannot ask them to reciprocate what I feel. 

They have their own priorities, feelings and emotions. They cannot sense what I sense. Hence I am just going to hurt myself.

Take a step back, Hagi. Or two and three. In fact, cross the road and walk the other side.

If I want to protect myself, I need to just step away. I will be asked "What's wrong?". I could answer, the truth ... I am overly sensitive to certain relationships and persons with whom I interact; as you do not reciprocate anymore (if ever) as changes occur, I feel an emptiness and loss inside.

Boo Hoo. Cry me a river, Hagi.