Life has a strange sense of humor sometimes. And yes  am being sarcastic, so not humorous at all. This was supposed to be the “Year of the Taurus”. I guess they forgot to say that does not apply to all Tauruses. A small percentage will have the “Year that Taurus will try to forget”.

No reason to dwell in something I cannot control, right? Easy to say and it would just make sense and be logical to not be bothered by what you cannot control. I tell this to other people and mostly I am able to follow this precept, but my mind keeps racing back to a couple of experiences and situations; keeps churning, keeps digging in my memories … Keeps bringing shit up.

Everything seems to keep remind me of these situations: an old song; the words of a song I never heard before, but they are creepingly “appropriate”; a fucking finance business with the name of another city and staring at me as billboard; a Pepsi because the fucking restaurant does not have cokes in the sodas machine … I know that it is my mind looking for those things, but can I have a break?